The Hardest Question I’ve Ever Asked

Why would Satan rebel?

Two years ago, while taking my Christian Theology class through Wayland Baptist University, I stumbled upon a question that has caused me more struggle and doubt with my faith than any other question. This question threw me into a fog for several weeks and, afterwards, I just decided to avoid it. If I would start to think about it I would try to mentally “change the subject” or I would try to distract myself. I was afraid of what the answer could mean and what that conclusion could mean about my entire faith. So, although I knew deep inside I was being intellectually dishonest with myself, I avoided the question; that is, until very recently.

First, I’ll pose the question that troubled me, then I’ll elaborate on a few things to help you understand why the it was so troublesome, and finally I’ll share with you my answer.
The question: How could Satan, after seeing God in all His glory, rebel against God and choose to pursue his own glory?
In order to better appreciate how disturbing this question is, consider two people…
God is the sovereign Creator of the universe. God is more than a big deal; he is the big deal. God is infinite in nature, omnipotent in power, and omniscient in knowledge. He created the universe without breaking a sweat, He has a plan that spans millennia, yet He knows the hairs on your head down to the number. Despite the vastness of our universe He knows us all intimately. He defies description and understanding. He cannot be fully understood and could never be controlled (Is 55:8-9). He is just in all His ways yet still merciful to us all (i.e. common grace). In short, God is perfect and deserves all worship and praise. At one point in the book that bears his name, Job is describing God’s unsearchable majesty and he uses powerful language to describe God’s power. For example, he says “the pillars of heaven tremble and are astounded at his rebuke” (Job 26:10). Job is describing the awesome power of God but then he says something even more amazing:  “Behold, these are but the outskirts of his ways, and how small a whisper do we hear of him!” (Job 26:14). According to A Concise Hebrew and Aramaic Lexicon of the Old Testament, the Hebrew word in this verse that we read as “outskirts” means “end, edge, border, extremity.” In other words, after all we’ve just read about God’s majesty, Job tells us that this is just the border. It’s like God is an entire continent and all we’ve seen is the shore! Job says, after all we’ve heard of God, it’s just a small whisper compared to the true reality of who God is and what God can do.
So how could Satan, after seeing God in all His glory, rebel against God and choose to pursue his own glory?
Satan is a finite, created being made by God to serve God and to worship God. He must appear before God and ask permission before he acts (Job 1:6-12, 2:1-7) so Satan should know who is in charge. Satan, we presume, has seen God in His fully glory and, we can also presume, has even worshiped God. Thus Satan should know that God’s glory is unfathomable and that he is no comparison. Satan should know better! How could Satan, after seeing God in all His glory, decide that instead of worshiping God, he would pursue his own glory?
To me, it just didn’t make sense. Perhaps there was something that went on behind the scenes that we didn’t know about. I know I’d heard about a strange theology where Satan was actually on God’s side; his job was just to test us. I didn’t like that idea! While it was possible that God had lost some degree of His creation, that idea honestly defies logic. How could the sovereign Creator of the universe lose control of anything? He made it and, if He wanted to, He could simply destroy it all with just a word (the same way He made it).
Reconsider some of the things we know about Satan. In John 8:44, NIV, Jesus says that Satan “was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies.” He does not hold to the truth. In fact, truth is antithetical to his nature (the ESV says that when Satan lies he speaks out of his own character). When he lies, he speaks in his native language. I’m not sure what that even means but it sounds like no one could trust him; not even himself! Consider for a moment that even Satan is deceived by his own duplicity. Is it possible that Satan believes that, somehow at the end, he will beat God? Isn’t that foolish? I firmly believe that Satan is such a persuasive liar that He’s convinced himself that he will conquer God. Is it possible that Satan’s greatest victim is himself?
Which brings us to our answer. It shouldn’t make sense to rebel against God! After chewing on this problem for years, it dawned on me:  I was asking the theological equivalent to “Why does 3+4=6?” The truth is there is no logical answer! There is no good reason to rebel against God. That’s the answer. Rebellion against God shouldn’t make sense. It should baffle us that Satan would rebel against God.
Truthfully, and to make it more personal, it should baffle us that we choose to rebel against God. The Bible is not an exhaustive explanation of everything that ever happened. The Bible gives us everything we need to know, not necessarily everything we want to know. In fact, Deuteronomy 29:29 says that God will reveal enough to us for us to live obediently. There will still be “secret things” but we will know enough to live righteous, obedient lives that glorify Him.
(P.S. I realize that this doesn’t wrap everything up with a nice, tidy little bow on it. The truth is, there are still many things in the world that don’t make sense; those likely qualify as God’s “secret things.” What this realization does for me is it gives me assurance that Satan really is bad, God really is good, and it is foolish suicide to rebel against our Creator.)
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About daniel

First and foremost, I belong to Jesus. I try to live every day to bring glory to my King. I am married to the most amazing woman I've ever met; her name is Connie. I was born in San Antonio, TX; raised in Blaine, TN; served in the Air Force for seven years in Anchorage, Afghanistan, and the UAE; and am now attending Western Seminary in Portland, OR. I'm excited about the future!

One thought on “The Hardest Question I’ve Ever Asked

  1. I love the fact that you struggled with this question, because this is actually the question that is making me struggle with my faith. Specifically: If the bible describes heaven as PERFECT, without sin, then how was sin introduced to make Satan thin he cold rebel? It seems like a paradox and contradictory to God's creation in heaven…would you be able to write about that? Because the reason why Satan DID it make sense to me….but only when the former question is answered. Thank you and God bless you!

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